little things about avpd that i don’t talk about often:
- since you’re afraid of people disliking you you apologize constantly, for everything and anything, even when it’s not needed
- you read any negative interaction (even minor ones) with someone as though they hate you afterwards, even if they don’t
- never being comfortable interacting with people you don’t know well so you have a very limited circle of friends
- when you act any sort of outgoing or deviate from how you normally act you become so worried you embarrassed yourself / made the other person hate you
- feeling shitty because you feel weird about making first moves or saying ‘i love you’ first to your partner
- being unable to open up to anyone about your personal life and when you do it feels unnatural and weird
- feeling isolated and like you’re in a fishbowl all the time
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